Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Should I?

Am thinking.

Should I resume my treatment for PCOS?

I don't know if i'm ready for the frequent 2-hour trips to ipoh.
I don't know if i can still afford to pay for the fertility medication.
i don't know if i will get the very much needed support.
i don't know if i still have the strength to face the emotional roller coster along the journey.

But what I really do know,
I do want to have another bundle of joy so badly.


Allah, please give me strength...

3 comments:

ex-housemate said...

hidup hanya sekali.

jika ada jalan untuk mencapai impian, give it a try.

at least you know you tried :-)

good luck!

Noris said...

Aza..
As long as you know what you really want, you must do as much as you can to try to get it..

Good luck!!

AzaMazelan said...

thanx ex-housemate (yg mana satu ye?)and noris. really apprecite ur words of encouragement :). I have decided to see the specialist again. Hopefully it will turns out good.